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Love,
~*Jessica Lori Ayala*~
here's some quotes that i luv....
you can't blame me, that boy is amazing. <3
he`s the one i`ll trulyy adore.
He`ll give me his jacket when i`m cold .
giving me a kiss when i stare at his eyes.
Loving him `til the end.
crazy times & endless nights
too much gossip & pillow fights
never fake, we're always true
where would i be without all of you?
a©
©a
If dreams were forever
and dreams would come true
then in all of my dreams
I'd be with you
i don't think he realizes i've never fallen so hard for anyone other then him
unfaithful
and I know that he knows i'm unfaithful and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
i don`t wanna do this anymore.
i don`t wanna be the reason why,
everytime i walk out the door ..
i see him die a little more inside.
i don`t wanna hurt him anymore.
i don`t wanna take away his life
i don`t wanna be ...
A MURDERER
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guess the best part of being with you is ;;
that you don't judge me. i can wake up in
the morning .. hair a mess, no make-up on,
and& you still tell me i'm the most beautiful
thing that you've ever seen in your life. <33
i believe in sleeping in.
I believe in giving 100% when you only have 80.
I believe in love, arguing,
& jamming out by yourself in the car.
I believe in kisses on the forehead.
I believe in long kisses, smiling til your cheeks hurt,
& laughing until you cry.I believe in being silly
and crazy with your friends. I believe in taking chances
and making mistakes.I believe in having someone
tell you that you're beautiful.
I believe in swinging on swings
& running in the rain. I believe in miracles
& random acts of kindness.
I believe in saying hello to anyone & everyone.
I believe in second chances.
and i believe that everyone deserves one
yeah i guess that's all folks!!!!!!!!!! | 
